I can draw the water from the well and give myself a bath, thank you very much! Told you I was stubborn. Mom used to say "hard-headed". |
Since the accident, I've been giving a lot of thought to "normal". I don't really know what that is so I googled it. "What is normal?" O.K. That was scary. After carefully analyzing the articles, this is the best I can come up with. If I live in Oklahoma and stare at the sun, I'm crazy. If I live in another country and stare at the sun, I'm a "holy man". After reading numerous articles, I've come to the conclusion that we are all a little bit nuts and normal ain't normal anymore. Bottom line: if I don't run through the mall naked, or hide in the woods waiting for Armageddon, or wait for space aliens to pick me up at the loading dock; then I'm probably O.K. There are a number of mental health issues that I need to work out (anxiety, panic attacks) but, hey, who doesn't need to work on something? Gives me a goal. We all need goals in life. Mine is to be "not normal again'. (back to my prior state of mind). Who in their right mind would want to be boring, bland, predictable "normal"?
My normal is seeing beauty in all things and living by my "do no harm" creed. My normal is caring for stray animals, helping hurting people and knowing that I work with my hands for the Glory of God. My normal is seeing the miracle in everyday things. This is who I am! This is who I want to be! If it ain't broke, don't try to fix it.
Becky didn't ask for a "colorful" mother but she has never complained either. |
What? What? Can't you see I'm trying to sew here? |
No! I'm not sharing my watermelon! It's all MINE! |
Becky and I have climbed many "mountains" together. My current situation is just another one. |
Please don't disturb me. I'm meditating with the boys. |
The end of a very hard day. No, it's not very lady-like but it's real life! |
I will get through this!
Love you all,
Simply Linda
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